and here i am..

it has been eon since i last write anyting here. been so stuck up with work and stuff.life however been treating me quite well lately,Alhamdulillah. something good is coming..hahaha..gonna update real soon.just wait for it..as Barney Stinson put it "it's gonna be Legen-wait for it-Dary".

like i mentioned,life has been treating me so well lately and of course with the all ups and downs, i still appreciate every moment of it. TERIMA KASIH TUHAN.

as usual, im gonna post a relativelty sweet-serenation of Alyssa Bernal. ntah kenapa hari ni mode romantic super-extra lebih.hahahaha.. and this goes to u Cik Alia Ibrahim.

p/s: "So keep your eyes off the hands of the clock..Don't be so quick to fall in love.Cause girl you're one of a kind, no worries, don't you worry..cause your dreams will soon be reality".

Hey Love:

Verse 1
Hey Love, don't look so down
I'm sure in time you'll find
what you've been longing for.
Hey love what's with the long faces
I know you're probably feeling jaded
Like love had faded away.

Pre-Chorus
Don't think for a second that you have anything to do with it

Chorus
So keep your eyes off the hands of the clock
Don't be so quick to fall in love.
Cause girl you're one of a kind no worries (don't you worry)
cause your dreams will soon be reality.

Verse 2
Hey you, I know it's been quite rough but your luck will eventually change. And you will love again.
Oh darling, don't let it get you down
cause somewhere around
your true love will come around

Dear Life...

Dear Life,

This song is on rewind mode these few days~

Just for you Cik Alia

Hey Sayang..it's been a while since i last update anyting here. dh banyak dh i tulis, tp semua dlm draft..nnti dh siap all the writings i'll post it up.hahaha.

Btw, here's a song i would like to dedicate to u. the lyrics are so meaningful to me. i dont knw whether u've heard this one before, but here goes to u n us.

For the Rest of My Life

By: Maher Zain

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

p/s: i love you~

a sweet and romantic rendezvous~

our first picture together

it's been quite a while since i last post sumting here. been really2 busy with work and stuff..i've been longing to write on the meet-up session. the 1st meeting after knowing each other for 2 months. i'm so nervous that day,sikit je lagi nk nervous-break down.

u told me that ur flight tentatively arrived in KL at 2340hrs. im so excited (and very nervous), i reached at the airport an hour and a half earlier. stayed in the car, thinking what to say to u,once we meet each other. dok belek2 calla lillies bouquet u,making sure that it's at its best condition. i sgt nervous,smpai kejap2 dok keluar kereta headed towards the arrival terminal tgk flight details on the TV screen..still,tak "landed" lg ur flight. at the same time,i did sum scouting-around also.scout for ur parents..hehehehe.risau diorg dah smpai. then off to my car again..continued doing so for a few times jugak la..hahaha

then finally it's time.at 2340hrs sharp,the flight schedule showed that ur flight already landed.i ought to find me a comfy seat (quite far from the arrival gate,so tak nervous sgt bila u keluar nnti) and surely to calm myself down before meeting u. dekat 45 mins juga i tunggu then a call from an unknown number rings thru my phone.

u: "hello, u dekat mane? i dah smpai, dekat depan arrival gate ni"

me: "oh hello, i dekat tepi arrival gate,seat blakang2 area left side of the arrival gate"

u: "i tak nmpak u pun"

me: "u pakai tudung dark purple is it?"

u: "yes,where r u syg?"

me: "im behind u..hehehe"

then u turn and there u go, i just saw an angel smiling back at me.u have the most heavenly,nicest and sweetest smile of all. tgh happy2, suddenly i got this chill and goosebumps all over me. ur parents was there all along,watching us all the while..*nervous mode balik*

ur calla lillies

i hand u the calla lilles and the beard papa's pastries and terus salam ur parents dalam keadaan terkejut,nervous and shaking..i mean literally shaking. im so dumb-founded at that time,tak tau ape nk buat. then ur mum tanye ,

ur mum: "so nk pergi mana lepas ni?"

u: "pergi makan la mama"

i pun menyampuk la dgn tak malunya, tak nk nampak static sgt..

me: "nak saya angkat kan beg2 ni masuk kereta uncle dulu?"

ur mum: "fahmi angkat la masuk kereta fahmi dulu,then gi makan dgn Alia. later boleh hantar dia terus balik hotel"

*gulp* this got to be a joke..dalam hati i,betul ke mak u berkata2 sedemikian?adakah ianya imaginasi i yg terlampau overwhelmed? it was reality..her mum did say those words..*lompat..lompat..lompat..lompat* sungguh happy tak terkata.then i shook the hands of her parents before picking up her bags and walk towards the car with you, smbil tersenyum tersipu2..

masuk je kereta, u seem so excited terus salam i and said,

u: "thank u jemput i mlm ni,i appreciate sgt what u've done for me..thank u again "

me: "it is my pleasure dear"

Then i start the car..*pause sekejap*

me: "kita nk pergi mane ni,it's 1230am and dkat airport.."

u: "pergi je la mane2,janji i pergi dgn u"

me: "hehehehe,ok2..kita makan kat area terminal ok, since kita kat sini,then i hantar u balik hotel"

u: "alright b"

keluar dari kereta, headed towards the terminal, masuk Old town and ordered one of the makanan Malaysia yg susah sgt nk dpt kat India, the nasi lemak..

makan2..borak2..snap sum pictures of us..sungguh gembira tak terkata rasanya..habis je makan and after few snaps of picture,it's time for me to send u back to the hotel. memang terlampau sekejap the get-to-know-face to face-session. but atleast kita berjumpa. i thankedGod for giving me the chance to see u.Alhamdulillah.

then off to moi's car and hantar u balik to concorde KLIA..smpai je,tolong u angkat ur bags and before leaving for the hotel room, u gave me the things that u bought for me n my family frm India. i got myself sum sweet pastries (which i forgot the name of it *darn*,o yeah..laddu~), sum tea for my dad, a beautiful saree for mum(she really likes it =) and officially thanked u thru FB,hehehe), sum india bangles for dannia and a few packs of indian henna for my 2 other sisters.

~thank u sayang~

alrite right after the gifts handing..off to ur hotel room. ur parents was waiting at the door, ur dad was sumhow smiling.i smiled back at him. then i hand over ur bags to him, terus ur mum tanya,

ur mum: "raya ni dtg rumah kan?"

me: Insya'Allah aunty,ade rezeki smpai la saya ke rumah aunty n uncle"

ur mum smiled and so is ur dad..i shook their hand before saying goodbye. u then told them that u wanted to send me to my car. smabil jalan ke kereta i,u told me that it's sad that we got to meet each other for such a short period.i comfort u by telling u that we'll me again during raya, i promise u dear.

sampai je kereta, u salam i and we say our farewells. u insisted that u nk masuk kereta n nk i hantar u at the lobby.rindu katenye,hehehe.i miss u too dear.altho u're there with me. upon reaching the lobby,wee say our goodbyes again..

it was such a sweet and romantic rendezvous..

till we see each other again syg..

i love u so much sayang~

As always, i got to include a vid clip for u..enjoy this piece frm Micheal Buble sayang..

~you're home sayang~

P/s: i *heart* u so much Alia..

"Jangan putus harapan.."

i'll wait for u sayang..no matter how long..Insya'Allah..

"Jangan Putus Harapan,Sedia Setia"

of coming back and u~ yippie-kayeay!!

Hey..it's been a while since i last updated my blog.been quite bz with work and stuff. so, since today i've got some free time and in commemoration of Alia's coming back to Malaysia im gonna write sumting here.for those who dont know, this is the 1st time me and my beloved Alia gonna meet up since we know each other 2 months back. we've never cordially meet and see each other face-to-face..i mean physically seeing each other. so this coming Sunday (29th AUG) experience is rather nervous and nerve-wrecking for me. at one side im happy and ecstatic to be seeing her, but at the other side im down-right nervous and need some anti-psychosis (as recommended by Alia,hahaha) to calm myself down.im drenched in my own sweat even when typing about this,moreover seeing her tomorrow. but, whatever happens my love for u not gonna change a bit. my feelings are truly for u. see u tomorrow sayang, i really hope everything goes well,aminnn . so as always im gonna post sum songs to show what i really feel on this and on u..so here goes nothing~~

~Cuz I love the way you call me baby~

~And you take me the way I am~

~i take the way u are~

~Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise~.

The Way I Am lyrics

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

the second song sumhow tells about my dreams with u..i really want to do the things Ingrid says..with u..no one else

Ingrid Michaelson You and I
don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I,

There u go, 2 lovely songs for u today..and i cant wait to see u tomorrow night. gonna fetch u at the airport and surely i've got a suprise for~just wait ok sayang..(don't keep asking me what the suprise is,as it wont be a suprise then,hahaha)

Truly urs,

Muhammad Fahmi Radzuan

xoxo

8:30am,28th Aug 2010,my room,Aslam's lappy as im so lazy to switch on my lappy~

i LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AYA~

things to do after sahur...

"some people do live their life together till the end..i bet, we're one of them~"

Just had my Sahur and am waiting for Subuh.Trying not to sleep, kalau tido confirm bangun pukul 8pg..so, here i am writing this entry. Today i like to post a few songs up in here as im feeling so lovey dovey..ahahahaha.so enjoy people~

1st up is this one band i heard a couple years back. They've got quite a few hits and i like the vocals to it..and im dedicating this to u syg..just for u~

Alexa-jangan kau lepas

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu…


Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini


Izinkan aku…, berlutut mengharap

Kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku…, berharap dirimu

Kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi


Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…


Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak disini


Izinkan aku…, berlutut mengharap

Kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku…, berharap dirimu

Kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi


Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu… [2x]

2nd-ly it's the same band with another great song.i personally like the starting guitar strum as it got this John Mayer+Jamie Cullum+Micheal Buble style to it... and bak kate my better-half, it makes u feel terbang2 di awangan,ahahaha...and i am also dedicating this to u Aya~

Alexa-Jangan Pernah Pergi

Bersama Rinduku

Bersama Rindumu

Bersama Hatiku Warnai Langkahmu

Bersama Denganmu Arungi Mimpiku

Ku Berikan Semua

Hanya Untukmu, Hanya Untukmu

Jangan Kau, Jangan Pernah

Jangan Pergi, Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Jangan Kau, Jangan Pernah

Jangan Pergi, Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Ooo…Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Bersama Nafasku

Bersama Nafasmu

Bersama Tubuhku Rebahkan Jiwamu

Bersama Denganmu Arungi Mimpiku

And Last but not least is my all time favorite..this Philipino dude for San Mateo, CaliforNia..he has got the best vocal+the best jazz,rnb,pop guitar playing skills.he's my john mayer+jamie cullum cross breed..ahahaha(it sounds really gay-ish huh)..i dont know whether any record labels has sign him up..if i got a record label,i'll sure to sign him up, and manipulate millions and millions of bucks out of him..ahahahaha. The song that he sing is a cover from LFO-girl on TV. it's and old band or boyband or groupie..i really dont know what to classify them as sumtimes they got guitar and all those instruments with them,sum other times they just dance around like them old skool boyband...ahahahaha. this song has a significant meaning to me as i met my beautiful Aya thru FB (not TV) so im gonna call it, girl from FB,LOL..this is also for u syg~

LFO cover by Gabe Bondoc-Girl on TV(FB)ahaha

Oooh,Yeahhhh,I'm wishin' on a fallin' star,
wonderin' where you are....I wish...

[Chorus]

I wish for you on a fallin' star,wonderin'
where you are,do I ever cross your mind,In
the warm sunshine,she's from the city of angels,like
Betty Davis,James Dean,and Gable,never know
what she means to me.I fell for the girl that's on TV(FB).

[Verse 1]

Met her at a counter affair,she wore a green dress,and
everybody was there,felt out of place till she looked
into my eyes.Shook your hand around 9 P.M. about
never gonna be the same again.Never had to
be on a movie screen(FB wall) to be the leading lady

in all my dreams...
Shooby-doo-wop,and scobby snacks,met a fly girl
and i can't relax,the only problem is she's
a movie star,Oh,my friends,they won't believe me,if
they could only see me,at the risk of sounding
cheesy,i think i fell for the girl on TV (FB).

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 2]

Everybody knows her name,Wanna take a picture and
their glad she came,But I just want to be there when
she's down,down(Be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph,I just want to call her up
and make her laugh,Never had to be on a movie
screen,To be the leading lady in all my dreams.
Shooby doo-wap & scooby snacks,
I Met a fly girl and I can't relax
The only problem is she's a movie star,
Oh,My friends they won't believe me
If they could only see me,At the risk of sounding
cheezy,I think I fell for the girl on TV(FB).

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]

I'm wishin' on a star....and wonderin' where you are
Do i cross your mind??In the warm sunshine???

[Rich's Rap]

Yeah,So I wish for you on a bright shining star,
Every where I look there you are,There you are
It's the girl in the green dress,
She took my breath away,And now I look to the sky,
For a better day,To the beach shore and scooby snacks,
I met a fly girl and I can't relax,
Never had to be on a movie screen
Cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams,I wish

p/s: Do i cross your mind, In the warm sunshine?