of coming back and u~ yippie-kayeay!!

Hey..it's been a while since i last updated my blog.been quite bz with work and stuff. so, since today i've got some free time and in commemoration of Alia's coming back to Malaysia im gonna write sumting here.for those who dont know, this is the 1st time me and my beloved Alia gonna meet up since we know each other 2 months back. we've never cordially meet and see each other face-to-face..i mean physically seeing each other. so this coming Sunday (29th AUG) experience is rather nervous and nerve-wrecking for me. at one side im happy and ecstatic to be seeing her, but at the other side im down-right nervous and need some anti-psychosis (as recommended by Alia,hahaha) to calm myself down.im drenched in my own sweat even when typing about this,moreover seeing her tomorrow. but, whatever happens my love for u not gonna change a bit. my feelings are truly for u. see u tomorrow sayang, i really hope everything goes well,aminnn . so as always im gonna post sum songs to show what i really feel on this and on u..so here goes nothing~~

~Cuz I love the way you call me baby~

~And you take me the way I am~

~i take the way u are~

~Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise~.

The Way I Am lyrics

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

the second song sumhow tells about my dreams with u..i really want to do the things Ingrid says..with u..no one else

Ingrid Michaelson You and I
don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I,

There u go, 2 lovely songs for u today..and i cant wait to see u tomorrow night. gonna fetch u at the airport and surely i've got a suprise for~just wait ok sayang..(don't keep asking me what the suprise is,as it wont be a suprise then,hahaha)

Truly urs,

Muhammad Fahmi Radzuan

xoxo

8:30am,28th Aug 2010,my room,Aslam's lappy as im so lazy to switch on my lappy~

i LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AYA~

things to do after sahur...

"some people do live their life together till the end..i bet, we're one of them~"

Just had my Sahur and am waiting for Subuh.Trying not to sleep, kalau tido confirm bangun pukul 8pg..so, here i am writing this entry. Today i like to post a few songs up in here as im feeling so lovey dovey..ahahahaha.so enjoy people~

1st up is this one band i heard a couple years back. They've got quite a few hits and i like the vocals to it..and im dedicating this to u syg..just for u~

Alexa-jangan kau lepas

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu…


Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak disini


Izinkan aku…, berlutut mengharap

Kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku…, berharap dirimu

Kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi


Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…


Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak disini


Izinkan aku…, berlutut mengharap

Kau tuk kembali

Izinkan aku…, berharap dirimu

Kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi


Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu…

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas

Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskankan ku

Darimu… [2x]

2nd-ly it's the same band with another great song.i personally like the starting guitar strum as it got this John Mayer+Jamie Cullum+Micheal Buble style to it... and bak kate my better-half, it makes u feel terbang2 di awangan,ahahaha...and i am also dedicating this to u Aya~

Alexa-Jangan Pernah Pergi

Bersama Rinduku

Bersama Rindumu

Bersama Hatiku Warnai Langkahmu

Bersama Denganmu Arungi Mimpiku

Ku Berikan Semua

Hanya Untukmu, Hanya Untukmu

Jangan Kau, Jangan Pernah

Jangan Pergi, Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Jangan Kau, Jangan Pernah

Jangan Pergi, Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Ooo…Jangan Pernah Pergi Dariku

Bersama Nafasku

Bersama Nafasmu

Bersama Tubuhku Rebahkan Jiwamu

Bersama Denganmu Arungi Mimpiku

And Last but not least is my all time favorite..this Philipino dude for San Mateo, CaliforNia..he has got the best vocal+the best jazz,rnb,pop guitar playing skills.he's my john mayer+jamie cullum cross breed..ahahaha(it sounds really gay-ish huh)..i dont know whether any record labels has sign him up..if i got a record label,i'll sure to sign him up, and manipulate millions and millions of bucks out of him..ahahahaha. The song that he sing is a cover from LFO-girl on TV. it's and old band or boyband or groupie..i really dont know what to classify them as sumtimes they got guitar and all those instruments with them,sum other times they just dance around like them old skool boyband...ahahahaha. this song has a significant meaning to me as i met my beautiful Aya thru FB (not TV) so im gonna call it, girl from FB,LOL..this is also for u syg~

LFO cover by Gabe Bondoc-Girl on TV(FB)ahaha

Oooh,Yeahhhh,I'm wishin' on a fallin' star,
wonderin' where you are....I wish...

[Chorus]

I wish for you on a fallin' star,wonderin'
where you are,do I ever cross your mind,In
the warm sunshine,she's from the city of angels,like
Betty Davis,James Dean,and Gable,never know
what she means to me.I fell for the girl that's on TV(FB).

[Verse 1]

Met her at a counter affair,she wore a green dress,and
everybody was there,felt out of place till she looked
into my eyes.Shook your hand around 9 P.M. about
never gonna be the same again.Never had to
be on a movie screen(FB wall) to be the leading lady

in all my dreams...
Shooby-doo-wop,and scobby snacks,met a fly girl
and i can't relax,the only problem is she's
a movie star,Oh,my friends,they won't believe me,if
they could only see me,at the risk of sounding
cheesy,i think i fell for the girl on TV (FB).

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 2]

Everybody knows her name,Wanna take a picture and
their glad she came,But I just want to be there when
she's down,down(Be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph,I just want to call her up
and make her laugh,Never had to be on a movie
screen,To be the leading lady in all my dreams.
Shooby doo-wap & scooby snacks,
I Met a fly girl and I can't relax
The only problem is she's a movie star,
Oh,My friends they won't believe me
If they could only see me,At the risk of sounding
cheezy,I think I fell for the girl on TV(FB).

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]

I'm wishin' on a star....and wonderin' where you are
Do i cross your mind??In the warm sunshine???

[Rich's Rap]

Yeah,So I wish for you on a bright shining star,
Every where I look there you are,There you are
It's the girl in the green dress,
She took my breath away,And now I look to the sky,
For a better day,To the beach shore and scooby snacks,
I met a fly girl and I can't relax,
Never had to be on a movie screen
Cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams,I wish

p/s: Do i cross your mind, In the warm sunshine?

of Ramadan and u~

Just woke up for sahur for the 1st day of Ramadan 1431-1432. and truth to be told, it's totally a different experience for me this year. with all that has been happening through out the year turns me into a bolder,stronger and wiser person. As strong as i am (feelings wise that is,LOL) frankly speaking, when it comes to u, i feel so very weak.it's like u'r a soft spot for me. Like candy to children, sports to mens and retail therapy to ladies. all the mix feeling of wanting to see u through a small window in IM's video call, wanting to hear ur voice, wanting to chat with u and wanting to read ur writings comes every nano-seconds, every day...Without fail. i miss u so very much Aya..and surely im so deeply,madly and truly in love with u. I can be saying this every moment as this is what i feel towards u every single second.

So with this i would like wish u a blessed Ramadan. happy detoxifying and soul purifying too..i LOVE U HEAPS AYA~

i am here to stay~

Dearest Alia,

I'm here to stay.."To light the night

To help us grow.." I am here to stay..

Love u heaps Aya..watch this movie and u'll know how much i love u..ok, it only tells u partly of how much i love u..hehehe..love u much more~

::This song is for u sayang::

Little House

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
we do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay

of u,me and the geographical challenge~

*im flying when im with u*

i love u..no words can describe how much i am loving u right now. Its been a really-really busy week for me last week and thus not much webcam-ing session with u are done.

Touch down'd yesterday after a long-long-long 3 day work trip to Kelantan, and as soon as i got home, switch on the lappy,turns on the YM and video called u straight.ahahahaha..sungguh kemaruk kan??

btw, i'll just let all the pictures to do the talking for today's posting. a picture tells a 1000 words kan..kan.kan?so 4 pictures tells 4 thousand words..aahahahahahha..

*i love u so much Aya~i really do*

*don's be stress ok syg.im sure u'll go through ur exam just fine..and im always here for u, alrite*

*i like this picture so much..like u said..it's so like us..ahahahaha*

~Insya'Allah,long distance will get us closer~

of classical,trance and ecstasy-high~

i got to say that this is one of my fav's.tiesto is a genious..i like the way he fuses classic music with his own version of modern trance-electro music~listen and hav a glimpse of it and u'll understand what i mean...ahahahaha..

*have a look at 1:00..the girl with the pink hair looks very much in trance and should i say hot..ahahaha..sorry to say that syg,but u're more beautiful ~winks~

of the romance and the story of life~

This is an Awesome-Great song,taken from the movie "Dan in real life". i personally think that it's one of Steve Carell's best role in a movie including Juliette Binoche's and Dane Cook's. And it also seems that this songs tells the story of my life..it got its beginning,climax and anti-climax mode to it..

~im dedicating it to u Aya~

*Please mind the still-photo video~ahahahaha,i really dont know where the cat come from*

and if u're wondering what the movie is like..this self-made video of the fray's-look after you summarizes the whole movie. and try to do this little experiment,try playing the dan and marie final theme and the fray's look after you, at once,but mute the music for the fray's. u'll hav an instant sondre lerche music to a pretty good clip..ahahaha..just try it,no harm by doing so..im sure u'll love it..

P/s : "Sometimes on occasion,you hear or see things. And when you hear or see those things,so many other things, seem to lose their importance, and just don't matter anymore, but not u..."

I can see my future in your eyes~

i am grateful to have what i have now..from a healthy body to a spink-spank life.i am grateful to have found you. now i've got a new mission,vision and ambition in life...it is to be with you,through the thick n thin. kalau masa sekolah dulu saya dah kenal awk,bila cikgu tanya,"Fahmi,apa cita2 awk bila dah berjaya nanti?" akan kujawab dgn penuh konfiden,"Saya nak kahwin dgn ALia Mohamad Ibrahim cikgu". konfem cikgu tu blur tahap cipan beranak lapan.ahahahahaha.

And to be frank, im missing u every seconds.bangun je tido the 1st thing i'd do is to check my phone then check the blog..last but not least to check the FB for any updates..gile stalker kan..kan..kan..LOL~

Whatever it is, i am glad to know u,to have to spend my time with u now. And hopefully to spend my whole life with u, as i can see my future in your eyes.i love u so much Alia..only God know's how much..

"I can see my future in your eyes.."

~TERIMA KASIH TUHAN~

P/S: my fingers are itching to dial ur number this early in the morning (it's 7am Malaysian time and 4.30am Manipal time,fyi)..i rinduuuuu u..huhuhuhu.but i dont wanna disturb ur sleep syg..love u heaps..

I'm losing control of my heart~

woke up this morning for Subuh and i cant sleep again..this song of Daniel Bedingfield been lingering in the front lobe of my brain..so here u go,im posting it here..ahahahha..

I'm never shy but this is different
I can't explain the way I'm feeling tonight
I'm losing control of my heart
Tell me what can I do to make you happy
Nothing I ever say seems to come out right
I'm losing control of my heart

And I wish that I could be
Another better part of me
Can't hear what your thinking
Maybe if I just let go
you'd open up your heart

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart defending I get left behind
Can't reach you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

I like you so much I'm acting stupid
I can't play the game I'm all intense and alive
I'm losing control of my heart
I'm not supposed to be this nervous
I should play my hand all cool and calm
I can't breathe
I'm losing control of my heart

And I wish that you could see
The other better parts of me
Feel this fire I'm feeling
Then you'd see me in control
And baby then you'd know

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind
Can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

And I wish that you could see
The other better part of me
Feel this fire I'm feeling
Then you'd see me in control
And baby then you'd know

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

of missing n loving u~

Lately has been hectic for me.With all the business trip and such,but i miss her regardless..every moment. The chorus to this song is how i feel towards u...Miss Alia,i love n care for u so much.it's odd to be saying this as we never meet each other,literally,we havent got the chance to see n meet each other,face-to-face. but hey,love doesnt need that to bloom right?it just need a lil bit of TLC and trust.here i am..hoping to love u all my life.likewise u say,"i harap dpt cinta u smpai syurga"..we'll make it through dear, and i hope u are the one i share my life with..

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

p/s: we'll make it through dear, and i hope u are the one i share my life with..

i love u Aya~