Monday, August 9, 2010

i am here to stay~

Dearest Alia,
I'm here to stay.."To light the night
To help us grow.." I am here to stay..

Love u heaps Aya..watch this movie and u'll know how much i love u..ok, it only tells u partly of how much i love u..hehehe..love u much more~

::This song is for u sayang::



Little House
I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
we do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay

Saturday, August 7, 2010

of u,me and the geographical challenge~

*im flying when im with u*

i love u..no words can describe how much i am loving u right now. Its been a really-really busy week for me last week and thus not much webcam-ing session with u are done.
Touch down'd yesterday after a long-long-long 3 day work trip to Kelantan, and as soon as i got home, switch on the lappy,turns on the YM and video called u straight.ahahahaha..sungguh kemaruk kan??
btw, i'll just let all the pictures to do the talking for today's posting. a picture tells a 1000 words kan..kan.kan?so 4 pictures tells 4 thousand words..aahahahahahha..


*i love u so much Aya~i really do*

*don's be stress ok syg.im sure u'll go through ur exam just fine..and im always here for u, alrite*


*i like this picture so much..like u said..it's so like us..ahahahaha*
~Insya'Allah,long distance will get us closer~

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

of classical,trance and ecstasy-high~


i got to say that this is one of my fav's.tiesto is a genious..i like the way he fuses classic music with his own version of modern trance-electro music~listen and hav a glimpse of it and u'll understand what i mean...ahahahaha..



*have a look at 1:00..the girl with the pink hair looks very much in trance and should i say hot..ahahaha..sorry to say that syg,but u're more beautiful ~winks~

of the romance and the story of life~

This is an Awesome-Great song,taken from the movie "Dan in real life". i personally think that it's one of Steve Carell's best role in a movie including Juliette Binoche's and Dane Cook's. And it also seems that this songs tells the story of my life..it got its beginning,climax and anti-climax mode to it..

~im dedicating it to u Aya~


*Please mind the still-photo video~ahahahaha,i really dont know where the cat come from*

and if u're wondering what the movie is like..this self-made video of the fray's-look after you summarizes the whole movie. and try to do this little experiment,try playing the dan and marie final theme and the fray's look after you, at once,but mute the music for the fray's. u'll hav an instant sondre lerche music to a pretty good clip..ahahaha..just try it,no harm by doing so..im sure u'll love it..



P/s : "Sometimes on occasion,you hear or see things. And when you hear or see those things,so many other things, seem to lose their importance, and just don't matter anymore, but not u..."

Monday, August 2, 2010

I can see my future in your eyes~

i am grateful to have what i have now..from a healthy body to a spink-spank life.i am grateful to have found you. now i've got a new mission,vision and ambition in life...it is to be with you,through the thick n thin. kalau masa sekolah dulu saya dah kenal awk,bila cikgu tanya,"Fahmi,apa cita2 awk bila dah berjaya nanti?" akan kujawab dgn penuh konfiden,"Saya nak kahwin dgn ALia Mohamad Ibrahim cikgu". konfem cikgu tu blur tahap cipan beranak lapan.ahahahahaha.




And to be frank, im missing u every seconds.bangun je tido the 1st thing i'd do is to check my phone then check the blog..last but not least to check the FB for any updates..gile stalker kan..kan..kan..LOL~

Whatever it is, i am glad to know u,to have to spend my time with u now. And hopefully to spend my whole life with u, as i can see my future in your eyes.i love u so much Alia..only God know's how much..

"I can see my future in your eyes.."


~TERIMA KASIH TUHAN~


P/S: my fingers are itching to dial ur number this early in the morning (it's 7am Malaysian time and 4.30am Manipal time,fyi)..i rinduuuuu u..huhuhuhu.but i dont wanna disturb ur sleep syg..love u heaps..

Sunday, August 1, 2010

I'm losing control of my heart~


woke up this morning for Subuh and i cant sleep again..this song of Daniel Bedingfield been lingering in the front lobe of my brain..so here u go,im posting it here..ahahahha..





I'm never shy but this is different
I can't explain the way I'm feeling tonight
I'm losing control of my heart
Tell me what can I do to make you happy
Nothing I ever say seems to come out right
I'm losing control of my heart

And I wish that I could be
Another better part of me
Can't hear what your thinking
Maybe if I just let go
you'd open up your heart

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart defending I get left behind
Can't reach you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

I like you so much I'm acting stupid
I can't play the game I'm all intense and alive
I'm losing control of my heart
I'm not supposed to be this nervous
I should play my hand all cool and calm
I can't breathe
I'm losing control of my heart

And I wish that you could see
The other better parts of me
Feel this fire I'm feeling
Then you'd see me in control
And baby then you'd know

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind
Can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

And I wish that you could see
The other better part of me
Feel this fire I'm feeling
Then you'd see me in control
And baby then you'd know

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

But I can't read you
I wish I knew what's going through your mind
Can't touch you, your heart protecting I get left behind

of missing n loving u~


Lately has been hectic for me.With all the business trip and such,but i miss her regardless..every moment. The chorus to this song is how i feel towards u...Miss Alia,i love n care for u so much.it's odd to be saying this as we never meet each other,literally,we havent got the chance to see n meet each other,face-to-face. but hey,love doesnt need that to bloom right?it just need a lil bit of TLC and trust.here i am..hoping to love u all my life.likewise u say,"i harap dpt cinta u smpai syurga"..we'll make it through dear, and i hope u are the one i share my life with..



If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?








p/s: we'll make it through dear, and i hope u are the one i share my life with..
i love u Aya~